So that plans out the window...

Yep, i had noticed that my blogg had become a place of dark vibes that must be stopped, so i decided 2 put a + spin on anything that ****ed me off.

Not gonna happen, this is a msg 2 the coward(s) who take it upon themselevs 2 take cheap shots at me in msg boxes. I hope one day you will grow the spine you seem to be lacking, i don't know what your problem is but have some pride in yourself and your words to leave your name and not hide your identity.

If any1 knows the name of this "daybird" keep it 2 yourself, just encourage the coward to put a face 2 their words.

You see it's not the content of the comments that is annoying me, what others think of me stopped being a concern of mine long ago, its the fact that some1 seems 2 have a problem with me but just lacks the courage 2 tell me 2 my face.

Anyway, as some of you know i had a meeeting today about setting up my comic company, long story short, not happening. Onwards and upwards people.

Be groovy 2 each other.

Change of heart...

Yep, following the comments of people that i respect i have had a change of heart concernin my last blogg, after much reflection i have come 2 the conclusion that people namely Dan (not psi my grunge headed mate) should leave well enough alone, thats what ill be doing from now on.

Yay for change!

What else... oh yes my 210ft absail is gojng 2 have 2 wait a bit as pj's paintballing trip comes 1st, see pj look how special you are instead of walking off a roof ill be getting shot (proberly by the rest of the scoobs, as lets face it, were all gonna shoot the hell out of each other it's what friends do).


Oh yes the LEAGACY is starting to take shape...

Yep, as many of you are aware i have finished the 1st issue of the duo and issue 2 is well on its way 2 completion, i have ahad 2 but it on the backburner though as i get caught up in writing this comic and then i dont develop others, although the hero that shall not yet be named as i have not copyrighted his name yet, is the greatest hero of all time, and check this hommies he has a power that has never been seen before. Chris i need 2 talk 2 you about that as you read some comics that i dont so maybe im wrong but either way he's awesome.

I have a meeting about starting this company of mine on Wed so heres hoping i get on 2 this course that can help me sort it all out.

Stay tuned as the legacy is soon to begin

Helping your friends do the wrong thing...

Well i say helping more like encouraging your friend to break the shackels of right and wrong(which he is only chained 2 because of social conditioning), i have done this in the past few days, now is my friends happiness more important that a complete strangers...Hell yes.

My very close friend who shall remain nameless has fallen for a girl that he shouldn't have, you see this girl is spoken for, yes she is with another.

Now my friend knows that this girl is attracted to him (So he says anyway) and he was angry with himself for not making his move sooner and now it's too late.

I said to him "dude it's never too late", i explained to him how i don't really have any foolish moral ideal that if a person is spoken for you back off untill it's over then swoop into pick up the pieces, no you make the pieces, if your not following i flat out told my friend that if he thinks this woman and himself could have a future and not just some 2 week fumble then he should take every chance he gets at seducing this woman.

Now get off your moral high ground and listen, temptation is everywhere this is as true as the pope being a catholic, and there is nothing wrong with tempting some1, as if they take the bait so to speak then what they had with the other person was not what it appeared to be.

How many times have you heard tale of some1 having a long winded affair, too damm many thats how many, you see i told my friend take what you want but make sure you get it all, be the new man not the one for the weekends.

But now i can't help thinking that my advice was wrong, i mean how is this dude going 2 feel if his girl up and leaves him for my mate, proberly not very good, so this is my dilema do i tell my friend to cease this selfish action or do i leave him and let him take a shot a happiness?

Answers on a postcard 2 the git with no morals (that would be me).

Oh and in case you were wondering yes, i would take my own advice.

I swear the next person 2 give me shit about the way i look or the way i have chosen 2 live my life is going 2 get 1 hell of a beating, i swear i hate the general mainstream public and their lets mock what we dont understand, i think my fuckin fists and knees would clear a few things up.

Looking back at the weekend...

Well as ur all aware the weekend of scoobie fun has come 2 an end and were all back 2 lobby land, although it's groovy 2 have met the people im chatting 2. The weekend was a blast, friday night involved lots of drinking, we went 2 a great bar in bristol then on 2 a club in which pj had 2 escort me out of as i was pickin a fight with a bouncer (not the most clever thing 2 do, but hey i got my please). After the drinking came the stumble down the road 2 the taxi cue, and bamm there was a sight that i had never seen before... TAXI MARSHALS... yes, people who keep the taxis organised very handy and i want 2 see some here in brum. Anyway once we had boarded a taxi and told the driver where 2 go we figured we were sorted as we had asked him if he new the travel lodge in bath, to which he replied "YES".

So we get back 2 bath and then the fool of a taxi driver pulls up next 2 a local bath taxi, lowers the window and asks the driver "travel lodge" in the thickest asian accent i have ever heard, after 3 inaudible attempts i jumped in and translated for our dope of a taxi driver, this happened about 7 times, after about 10 mins Chris discovered that Tom and i were dying for the loo, so he starts making water sounds and what not, this continued for about 5 mins before i screamed at the driver 2 stop the taxi, as he did i lunged out running for the first place i could piss, closely followed by tom.


Sat; This day was most chilled, Myself, pj, tom, chris and K went shopping in bath, which K described as the most sureal shopping experience ever, later that evening Cait and Aidan came 2 visit us in bath and we all went 2 the temple of doom for a curry (yat again much thanks 2 rubix for the rec).



Sun; This was A.T day, it was also the day i meet, riddle, josh, jimmy and harry, it was cool 2 see those guys and we had a blast, Rita is an evil machine that all mankind should experience at least once. Overall the weekend was awesome, i feel as if i know the gang a whole lot better now, although i do think that myself and certain members of the group could have got on a little better, i just got the vibe that some people where a little weary of the vampiric looking dude with the long hair(if u have seen the pics you will know what im talkin about, E.C is going 2 have a field day), and i noticed myself being a little more reserved around the the group, i didn'f feel arkward and would repeat the same weekend a thousand times over, but hey what u gonna do, some people like the mainstream.

I can't wait for the paintball event we have planned, its around pj's 18th and toms 20th so lots of drinking 2 be had. It's my 20th in Aug and would love u guys 2 come 2 B'ham, some of you if not all of u have ur first ever mosh pit 2 look forward 2(provided theres a decent gig in town)

Looking back at the weekend... Well as ur all aware the weekend of scoobie fun has come 2 an end and were all back 2 lobby land, although it's groovy 2 have met the people im chatting 2. The weekend was a blast, friday night involved lots of drinking, we went 2 a great bar in bristol then on 2 a club in which pj had 2 escort me out of as i was pickin a fight with a bouncer (not the most clever thing 2 do, but hey i got my please). After the drinking came the stumble down the road 2 the taxi cue, and bamm there was a sight that i had never seen before... TAXI MARSHALS... yes, people who keep the taxis organised very handy and i want 2 see some here in brum. Anyway once we had boarded a taxi and told the driver where 2 go we figured we were sorted as we had asked him if he new the travel lodge in bath, to which he replied "YES", so we get back 2 bath and then the fool of a taxi driver pulls up next 2 a local bath taxi, lowers the window and asks the driver "travel lodge" in the thickest asian accent i have ever heard, after 3 inaudible attempts i jumped in and translated for our dope of a taxi driver, this happened about 7 times, after about 10 mins Chris discovered that Tom and i were dying for the loo, so he starts making water sounds and what not, this continued for about 5 mins before i screamed at the driver 2 stop the taxi, as he did i lunged out running for the first place i could piss, closely followed by tom. Sat; This day was most chilled, Myself, pj, tom, chris and K went shopping in bath, which K described as the most sureal shopping experience ever, later that evening Cait and Aidan came 2 visit us in bath and we all went 2 the temple of doom for a curry (yat again much thanks 2 rubix for the rec). Sun; This was A.T day, it was also the day i meet, riddle, josh, jimmy and harry, it was cool 2 see those guys and we had a blast, Rita is an evil machine that all mankind should experience at least once. Overall the weekend was awesome, i feel as if i know the gang a whole lot better now, although i do think that myself and certain members of the group could have got on a little better, i just got the vibe that some people where a little weary of the vampiric looking dude with the long hair(if u have seen the pics you will know what im talkin about, E.C is going 2 have a field day), and i noticed myself being a little more reserved around the the group, i didn'f feel arkward and would repeat the same weekend a thousand times over, but hey what u gonna do, some people like the mainstream. I can't wait for the paintball event we have planned, its around pj's 18th and toms 20th so lots of drinking 2 be had. It's my 20th in Aug and would love u guys 2 come 2 B'ham, some of you if not all of u have ur first ever mosh pit 2 look forward 2(provided theres a decent gig in town). with my rock ways

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If you saw yesterdays blogg, than forget it, it no longer applies.

Yes, the Bristol trip is even closer and it gets closer with every word i type, so yes i cant wait 2 meet you all.

Warning...

This blogg may sound jumbled.

First off, 4 days, 4 days until scoobie day, I can't fucking wait, I'm almost pissing my pants with excitement, the weekend is going 2 be amazing, but theres this little voice in the back off my mind that's screaming at me 2 pull out, you see this voice is thinking, ok you have an image of these people in your head and you love the crazy bastards, what if their total nerf herders in the flesh.

You know what I told this voice, I told it nothing, I beat it with a big mental stick called FAITH, yes I have faith that my scoobies are going 2 be the best people on the planet, and why do I have such strong faith, allow me 2 tell you, I have such strong faith because it's not faith, I have no faith, I know that the scoobies are the best people on the planet.

Next topic.

Privacy, is it important?, my first reaction 2 this question was NO, as no secrets should be kept from friends, and then bamm it hit me, friends are called friends because that's all that they are, their not loved ones or family, they are just friends.
So this means privacy is important but not between family, and then bamm I was stuck again, privacy is nothing that can be taken it's something that is kept and it needs to be so.

Try looking at it this way, if most of the people in your life new every little detail about, you how would you feel, I know that I would start thinking that I was no longer "I" but a part of "we" as there is no unknown part of me, and i would feel as if i had n0 safe place from my troubles for me this whole thing boils down 2 need 2 know and the want 2 tell/talk, if I feel like talking about something that I don't wish 2 be public info, I go 2 some1 I can trust 2 keep it between me and them, but I only do this when I feel that I need 2 talk, I shall from this day onwards no longer tell people something if their is no need for them 2 know only if I want them 2 or if I feel I need 2 talk any obligation i may feel 2 let them know whats wrong.

So people, if you ever get call from me telling you that I feel I need 2 talk, then I hope you will listen.
Also if you ever ask me whats wrong and i dont tell it may not be because i dont trust you, just that i dont want 2 tell you, please dont be hurt by this as nothing will be meant by it, i know that asking some1 you care about and getting a "im fine" that you know is a lie cant hurt a little but it's about them/i not you so deal with it.
The same goes for all you people, if you ever feel like talking I'm here 2 listen, no that you all know this i shall not tell you again, i shall from now on respect that very important thing named privacy, but if you don't then no worries and i hope you troubles float away on clouds of groovy-ness.

...like sunday morning...

Yes, as you are aware, unless ur hung over ( yes that is aimed at uFoxey), its sunday morning, not the best day ever is it, i mean the only groovy thing sabbath related is the black one.

Part of the reason i dislike sunday is because, when it hits 8pm, i get what i call "heartbeat" syndrome, "Heartbeat" syndrome is a mixture of sympotoms that include; missing the innocence of youth(yeah i know im only 19 but heartbeat is linked 2 my youth, more on this later), hunger, and the strange urge 2 organise everything for the following day.

The reason for this is that, when i was younger and had a bedtime it was 9pm, so i would get out of the bath and put on my pj's on (cue sniggering form scoobies), then with my last hour of freedom be longing 2 watch something on tv (before i had a tv in my room, remember im young in this little flashback) that was fun, something that me and my mates could sit in maths and use 2 block out the teacher, but no i was forced (along with my mates) 2 endure the 60mins of hell (apart from the old time pop tracks that they sometimes played) that is heartbeat, now if your sitting there thinking that heartbeat is great, you can no longer read my blogg with both eyes, u can only use 1 and must hope on one leg screaming " I am The lord J.C" in a black mans preacher voice while reading this insight in 2 my mind click THIS for the dirty section.

I so hope you tried clicking u fucking pervs, and you know that it would just be a link 2 wonder woman like this one. http://www3.telus.net/dasreich/fan-wonderwoman03.jpg

Anyway thats it for now.

WAIT, i almost forgot, i have written some music for your song foxey (while you where out getting pissed, see im the talent in this musical relationship, ur just the all singing, all pouting eye candy, it's true my dear, only joking you have talent.) When i'm 99% happy with it ill send it 2 u as im never 100% happy with anything i create. If i've not git it recorded by the time i see you, i could sort of show it u on your guitar, but you would have 2 imagine wah and dst on certian parts.

Aliens, many people claim 2 have been abducted by aliens and probed, but i ask you why would any alien wish 2 come 2 earth just 2 probe at us, when their are plenty of things for them 2 prob on their own planet.

Well space nerds i have actual pictures of aliens in full swing of a very passionate probing session, take a look around.

Observe the peeping robot, that dirty little bastard, theres no privacy anywhere anymore.

I managed to catch a word with the golden alien, who's name appears 2 be NightBirdFlying or NightBird 2 his friends, he had the following 2 say; "Well you know it's no big deal, just a booty call, i tell you that Vixen(the female alien seen in the shocking photos) can't get enough, but its all good, all good".

This has been an exclusive by Ryan Perrow, for more alien love stay tuned, the truth is out there and it's getting freaky.

Howdy.

I have noticed that over the past 6 months, the awesome friends that I have found on xbox live and my communicating with them has opened me up 2 my emotions and given me the ability 2 trust these people, which trust me is one hell of a shock as im proberly one of the most untrusting people you could ever meet.

This has left me feeling sort of defenseless and open, don't ask what I mean by that as im not sure myself.

All I know is that I turn my 360 on and within 2 mins one of them has got me laughing(9 times out of 10 it's taking the piss out off pj), and I can't thank them enough.

In closing I just want 2 thank them for helping me become the happy person I now am.

Much love and be groovy 2 each other.

Oh and Foxey, ill send you whatever music I write asap.

Hello and welcome 2 my first ever Blogg.(yep it looks dull. but i shall fix that soon)
Well i didn't get up 2 much today, so i shall give you now devout readers of my blogg a general overview of the past few days.

Monday; I went rock climbing as part of a course that the job centre have "forced" (yeah, i really hate doing sumthing for free that i would normally pay for.) me 2 gop on, anyway it was much fun, although i freaked myself out at how tempted i was 2 let go off the rope and let the person i was holding plumet.
After 4 hours of climbing my fingers were stiff and numb and i was crapping myself thinking that my guitar playing was doomed to chords for the rest of my life. (my fingers are now back 2 their lead loving flexy-ness).

Tuesday; Nothing much happened on this day, the same old things, playing guitar both actual and air forms, gaming on 360 live with my now very good buddies, foxey, pj, Hixxy,H.P, tom to name but a few. I must now state my love all of my live buddies, i would take a bullet for most of you...in the leg... blow that if a gun comes out you guys are on your own.

Wednesday; I went climbing again, but this time on actual cliff faces, it's so much cooler than a wall, i also absailed about 60ft, thats sweet F.A, im looking in 2 a 210ft absail, now that will be fun.

Thursday; Today i went 2 the dentist, but you guys dont give a fig about that so i shall move on.
I have decide to take up a new sport, the sport of fencing (ha, foxey you and your katana, shall be no match for me and my rapier), this sport looks awesome, you have swords but get 2 move around with grace and skill, i cant dance period, so this can be where i shake my booty.

Before i go, i can't wait untill the bristol trip, its going 2 be so cool, if you have no idea what the bristol trip means then that shall teach you a lesson for not having grooved with me on xbox live.