Monday, May 15, 2006

Warning...

This blogg may sound jumbled.

First off, 4 days, 4 days until scoobie day, I can't fucking wait, I'm almost pissing my pants with excitement, the weekend is going 2 be amazing, but theres this little voice in the back off my mind that's screaming at me 2 pull out, you see this voice is thinking, ok you have an image of these people in your head and you love the crazy bastards, what if their total nerf herders in the flesh.

You know what I told this voice, I told it nothing, I beat it with a big mental stick called FAITH, yes I have faith that my scoobies are going 2 be the best people on the planet, and why do I have such strong faith, allow me 2 tell you, I have such strong faith because it's not faith, I have no faith, I know that the scoobies are the best people on the planet.

Next topic.

Privacy, is it important?, my first reaction 2 this question was NO, as no secrets should be kept from friends, and then bamm it hit me, friends are called friends because that's all that they are, their not loved ones or family, they are just friends.
So this means privacy is important but not between family, and then bamm I was stuck again, privacy is nothing that can be taken it's something that is kept and it needs to be so.

Try looking at it this way, if most of the people in your life new every little detail about, you how would you feel, I know that I would start thinking that I was no longer "I" but a part of "we" as there is no unknown part of me, and i would feel as if i had n0 safe place from my troubles for me this whole thing boils down 2 need 2 know and the want 2 tell/talk, if I feel like talking about something that I don't wish 2 be public info, I go 2 some1 I can trust 2 keep it between me and them, but I only do this when I feel that I need 2 talk, I shall from this day onwards no longer tell people something if their is no need for them 2 know only if I want them 2 or if I feel I need 2 talk any obligation i may feel 2 let them know whats wrong.

So people, if you ever get call from me telling you that I feel I need 2 talk, then I hope you will listen.

Also if you ever ask me whats wrong and i dont tell it may not be because i dont trust you, just that i dont want 2 tell you, please dont be hurt by this as nothing will be meant by it, i know that asking some1 you care about and getting a "im fine" that you know is a lie cant hurt a little but it's about them/i not you so deal with it.
The same goes for all you people, if you ever feel like talking I'm here 2 listen, no that you all know this i shall not tell you again, i shall from now on respect that very important thing named privacy, but if you don't then no worries and i hope you troubles float away on clouds of groovy-ness.

1 Comments:

Blogger Ryan said...

Good job, i dont think people would enjoy straining their eyes.

10:11 AM  

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